it has been a super long while since i properly blogged and properly moved on with my life…… the failure of driving test however small it seems against people’s issues that are so much greater and much more emotionally affecting was one that affected me so bad that it incapacitated me from serving, from studying, from spending money in a guiltfree manner, basically from living out a victorious life. my license definitely did not come easy: it was a bundle of tears, alot of money zzz (when you are noob life sucks that way), questioning towards God, temporal conclusions, spiritual guessing game as to what lesson I’m supposed to learn each time, which keeps me in such great suspense that its agonising. 

I always needed a breakthrough in failure, and God taught me what was important at the heart of it all.