“You can’t be in control all the time” were the words that kept ringing at the back of my mind these few days and yet instead of helplessness what was in place of it was a mixture of gratitude, ease and comfort. Previously, I easily sink into a vicious cycle of self-reproach when things seem to go wrong and such situations often affect my self-perception… But recently, I’ve figured that whatever that is unreachable is securely held in my God’s hands. He is the pilot of my life, and all I need to do is to relegate myself to the backseat.